Edward is godly...

I've been thinking a lot lately.
Probably more then I should be.
I always think too much when I find good books.
Don't ask why, because I have no clue. Haha.

I've decided a few things. I need to focus on myself a bit more and just stop worrying about what everyone else needs or wants.
It's just a matter of figuring out where I'd like to change.

Change is definately something I need.

I'm going to be getting brutally honest with myself and find all the things I don't like about myself so I can start working on fixing them.

I've already got a few things lined up.

1. I want to be happy. Really, truly happy. I don't want to have to fake it.
2. I want to stop depending on people for things. I'm 23. I shouldn't need everyone as much as I do.
3. I want to find someone. But someone that I can be with. Someone who won't make me do all the work to keep things going.
I know that you need to give and take in a relationship, but I don't want to have to chase after someone.
4. I want to enjoy the single life for a while. I'm thinking I'm going to shoot for at least a year.
That doesn't mean no dating or anything, but staying out of a relationship.
5. I want to make things better with my parents. My mom...I don't know if that will ever happen. She has no trouble showing her disdain and disappointment for the person I am.
I'm not letting it get to me too much, but she's very persistant.

A few of these will probably wind up on my 101 in 1001 list when it's revised. It's sort of turning itself into a "better the person you are" list then anything. But there's nothing wrong with that, right?

I finished reading Twilight today. I finally gave into the craze and snagged the book. And I loved it. So now I have to find the Twilight-inspired knits and everything so I can share my new obsession.
Edward is definately love, lol.

I'll be going to the LA Weekly Detour Festival with Jenn on Oct. 4. It should be great fun. We're trying to make whales for Noah and the Whale and maybe something else for Matt Costa. It's a knitter thing, isn't it?

No new knitting updates just yet. I'm slowly trying to get my life back. It's killing Wolf a bit, but it's something I need to do. And she needs to get used to me not being there 24/7 like I was.

Hope everyone's having a good week so far!