1. Oh, I am so optimistic right now!
2. I'm loving all the changes, big and little.
3. During the day, I am finally feeling happy again.
4. Don't get my hopes up; are you kidding me???
5. Right now I'd like to be hanging out and having good times.
6. A potato masher is my favorite gadget.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to working, tomorrow my plans include working for time and a half of pay and Sunday, I want to see the boy and play D&D!
Wow. I felt happy before. But getting to see my Jenn today made my day that much better. I miss her so much. I love how I have no guards up when I'm with her and we can tell each other everything. And it feels so natural. I need more people like that. Really.
I'm really looking forward to my life going up from here. Sure, times still get bad and I still get really down from time to time, but I'm feeling a lot more optimistic instead of being in the negative. I'm still afraid to fully put myself out there, but I'm hoping that I'll be able to break down my shell and just be who I want to be, other people be damned. I'm becoming more comfortable with myself. And I've been needing that for a loooong time, let me tell you.
No knitting updates for this post. But I'm almost done with a hat, so that will be next post. Promise. Instead, have an amazing picture that I love.
Yea. I have hope for the first time in my life. Can you blame me?
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