Meh

1. Friends are usually overrated.

2. My health; it's deteriorating.

3. I'm ready for some time off of work again.

4. Night Magic is one of my favorite perfumes or aftershaves or smells.

5. The oldest ornament I have is my "babies first" one.

6. Take some coffee and caramel baleys, mix it all together and you have a splendid drink.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to knitting before work, tomorrow my plans include digging up some yarn for a trade and Sunday, I want to sleep, but will be going to a family dinner thing with Wolf!

Crappy picture, but I'm feeling too emo to care. Right now the thing measures to 44". Less than 20 more to go and I can block the sucker! My buddy will love this for sure!

I've been in a knitting lull lately. It goes away as soon as I start knitting. But it takes a lot for me to pick up the damn needles and get going. I think it's probably because I've gone from hardly knitting to knitting about 3 times a week minimum with the knitting group. Not that there's anything wrong with that. It's just more then I'm used to. But that's good because I'm being far more productive now! I mean look at that scarf! Were it not for the group, it would probably only be at 10" right now. Amazing, eh? And since my gift list grew a bit since I decided to love a bit on some coworkers, it's a really good thing that I'm in knitting group. Lawl. I'm lame.

I've come to the realization that I don't know what people's appeal to me is.
I'm really a horrible person.
But everyone says that I'm fun.
I'm a bitch. I have no trouble admitting that. I have no shame. I don't even have enough shame to care, really. I'm how I am. I can place that on a screwed up childhood, but isn't that what everyone does? And I'm too far gone to really care to change.
I just don't get it though. I'm really not a nice person. But everyone thinks I am. No matter what I do or what I say. And I don't like that.
Is it just that no one sees the real me? Or that they're just too off to notice?
Meh. I don't really care. I just don't get it...

Anywho, I just got done with a New Moon swap (haha, I'm a Twilighter for sure now) and I got the package that was absolutely amazing from my partner! I haven't switched the picture from my phone to my computer yet, but I'll do that in time for my next post. I promise. And maybe by then she'll have received her package and I can post up information on the bag I knitted for her. Yay!

Hope everyone has a good Friday! I'm off to ruin the rest of the night! :]

PeeEss
New song. Listen to it. HoneyHoney=farking amazing~ Saw them at the Acoustic Christmas. I'll post up deets on that asap, too.